Missing and Wishing for You....

It's September...my most anticipated month in my whole life. I woke up lightheaded from a sleepless night... All along i thought my wait is over and i will be with my Schatje but things just dont come as we wanted them to be. Something came up, something unforseen and I'm sad... but what to do? yes, to hope and to pray. As i looked blank, i feel something warm in my face...well...I cant help but cry... NO, i will be strong, i will think positive. Think... think... i close my eyes then wish and hope for that one quiet sweet morning to come, that i will wake up looking through his beautiful loving eyes, touching his sweet face in the palm of my hands and be held in his strong arms with a great big smile of Happiness!