The Same You

baby i missed you...
but that's all i can do
i wanted to talk to you
but i can never reach you

another night i made my way through
but wokeup today thinking of you
i can still feel every inch of pain
every piece of me screams in vain

i thought we are okay
but it's just a make believe
once again you hurt me
crushed me till i hit the ground

if only you can hear me...
let's say even if you do
you'll just walk away i know
just like the same old way you do..

When will this river of tears stop fallin'
Where can I run so I won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go

Just thinking of you....

it's midnight, then it will my tomorrow
still hoping that i will hear from you
waiting... and still keep on waiting...
honey where are you...?

Only to weep in silence...

Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was really no me and you

Here I Go Again..

My head is spinning, i feel none
Morning sun doesn't even matter
Staring at the ceiling blankly
Until my eyes gets blurry

I know this feeling....
Here i go again, and again
Isn't it the funniest?
When you weep for your dearest?

He may never seem to see
He may never seem to feel
That i am weeping for him silently
And still right here loving
Caring, longing for his love eternally

Was it forgotten by time?
Ah..the never ending promises
The laughters, the happiness
Is now a bitter sweet memory

Down into deep i go falling
Sorrows, pains, tears, here i go again
I just want to sleep and dream of him
Never to wakeup for he's their in my reality