Here I Go Again..

My head is spinning, i feel none
Morning sun doesn't even matter
Staring at the ceiling blankly
Until my eyes gets blurry

I know this feeling....
Here i go again, and again
Isn't it the funniest?
When you weep for your dearest?

He may never seem to see
He may never seem to feel
That i am weeping for him silently
And still right here loving
Caring, longing for his love eternally

Was it forgotten by time?
Ah..the never ending promises
The laughters, the happiness
Is now a bitter sweet memory

Down into deep i go falling
Sorrows, pains, tears, here i go again
I just want to sleep and dream of him
Never to wakeup for he's their in my reality